Meth and Everything

Stuck on your seat
Errors repeat
End in defeat
Ctrl + Alt + Delete

How many times do you press this in you life?

Maybe I just did today. Junk files are to be deleted, isn’t it? Hehe. Kidding though. Most of the time, I couldn’t be able to think of whom/what should I be deleting in my life..

Is it really needed to rub out those that you don’t need at all? It is not that. Sometimes, when you still need the person, you just have to remove him/her. Does this thing happen to you by any chance? Deleting is like forgetting to me, forgetting the feelings but not the memories. Memories are said to be lasting and lifelong. Maybe you could compare it to some corrupted file that can’t be deleted. How much and how long you’ve tried to forget those? You really can’t darling. Some other reasons of it might be the major ones. Misunderstandings? Doubts? Fights and all. Yes, really could be. You know you’re aware that just one press, it all goes away. Just one press, nothing may stay.

Signs are also included in this matter. “God, give me a sign..” is one way of a hint if you are to delete this person in your life. Right folks? Or maybe you don’t believe on this thing. If only heart has a Central Processing Unit of its own, then Love wouldn’t be such a big problem. Whys and Hows of removing a person in you life – that must have been hard. Just THINK first before doing the act or you won’t be able to restore the files that has been permanently deleted. Better keep an eye, keep a heart, keep the mind.

But..

..the good thing of deleting, is you can start all over again.

When you love someone, all your saved-up wishes start to come out.

But what if those wishes of you both doesn’t seem to happen? Though you both tried many times, still it couldn’t link into. Who says love is so simple? Otherwise, it’s not. Who says love is easy? Easy transforming into complicated situations. First happenings would be so happy. Like walking above the clouds, flying beside birds, lying on a bed of roses. I don’t know why I could say things like this. Maybe I’m in love or I’m not. Maybe I’m feeling so complicated, yet happy. I don’t know. I really don’t know. All of us surely feel this kind of emotion and feeling. Why is it so hard for us to let go when we have to? Until now, I can’t answer that question. Maybe you could? Some say, you have to learn to let go especially when there is no hope involve. When there is no respect. I remember someone older than me told me an advise, “If there is still love, even without the respect and the others, you could, you really could work it out.” I guess it depends now to the couple.

Letting go is like killing every second of your soul everytime you talk to him/her. It is like killing every demon you want to kill. You wouldn’t be able to know when is the right time to LET GO. If you’re hurt? Definitely, no. As far as I’m concern, you didn’t accept the love just because you wanted to be happy. It is always the pain that would enter the way. If you couldn’t seem to control the fights and the tussles, maybe that’s the time. Not to let go but to have space.

So now tell me, when is the right time to let go of your love.